Tuesday, November 15, 2011

What should i do?...seriously my whole life is crashing down?

ok, so i have lost everything....:[, i have lost my friends, family, hope n faith, support, and I think i'm about to loose my boyfriend, some how my life is turning from something good to a complete emotional wreck... i can't talk to my parents i have big issues at home...my parents always didn't understand me, at school i tried to talk to my school social worker but all she did was make it worse she call child protective services on me...my parents got some mad, my head has been so tense and i feel so pressured/stress i can't take it anymore everyone has turn their backs against me no one really cares.......i can't sleep anymore SERIOUSLY my life is crashing down pieces by pieces.....now about my boyfriend i'm IN LOVE with this guy and he is the only one that is not giving up on me lately after school i would get someone to drive to his school.....which is full of sluts, and i tried my BEST to see him n so does he...but right now it haves been getting bad by the fact that he berly calls em anymore....btw this is all behind my parents they have no idea i get in a car with this girl that i know(she isn't really my friend) and drive all the way to his school(they don't like my boyfriend and have no idea we are dating) i try my best to keep my self-confidence up..REALLY but i swear i'm falling into depression i have been so much betrayed this couple of weeks. so i don't know should i not care at all...or do something about it?..btw i'm failign in school too for everything that is happening......I HATE MY SCHOOL >:[

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